Thursday, September 10, 2009

"Sniper"

Recently, I've become a sniper enthusiast.Thanks to Call of Duty 4:Modern Warfare. (For those who knows me, I am a war buff,meaning I take a great interest in warfare,weapons,and stuff related to that.)

Anyways,found a great site on snipers and all things related.(Lt.chicken and Cpt.penguin,report in.)
The thing is,why must it be on U.S....awhhhhh,if I were there,I could even buy a sniper rifle...and go to sniper training school....why am I in Malaysia(not complaining though)...

Neways,my current wants is a night vision goggles,pricey though,so would anyone want to buy me my birthday gift in advance? You could go and pre-order Call of duty 6:Modern Warfare 2 prestige pack which is around USD 179(Rm 500)(game and NVG) and comes with a night vision goggles that works! Cool huh? So,any takers?

Being one...

Being a christian is never easy,you need to follow the bible(read it too),go to church,serve others,share the gospel,salvage others and more. But one of the most overlooked thing is suffer persecution,that could range from being 'alienated' from your friends to more hardcore stuff where people just plain want to kill you....(so why does people still follow Christ?)

I'm different.

I enjoy a good bunch of non-christian friends,most of them are indians,thus hinduism.But there are also free thinkers,I try to share the gospel to them occasionaly whenever the situation is befitting. So,no problems there.But the persecutions I really suffer from is my dad. Being the closesest thing to me after God,my deceased mom, I'm very much affected of what he thinks of me. AND he does not think well of me whenever I mention about the church,gospel or anything Christ related...especially when I mention every sunday I'm going to church. So,what do I make out of this?

Oh well, don't mind me,just blabbering my thoughts here,no one ever said life would be easy and fair.
I just have to cling on to the hope that one day,he would see why I'm so joyful and fervent in Christ.

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

Farnie mates...

Click.

Hmm....

Question > At what age does a person learns that the world is cruel,and starts being cynical?

Sunday, August 23, 2009

It's been a long time...

Yeah,sorry bout the long absence....,but had a busy time. What with all the trial,and SPM is coming up. Anyway,just a quick update.

Studying hard,reeeeeeeally want 10 A's. Had a good day today,one week holiday next,or what I like to call study break.

Currently addicted to Jason Mraz's songs,courtesy of dev.
And,well,I have nothing else to say,just too tired.

Chiaos!

Friday, July 24, 2009

Random songs?

Songs that are currently stuck in my mind:-
1. The Show by Lenka.
2. Look of Love by Diana Krall
3. The Father's song
4. I will offer up my life
5. Crucified

I highly recommend these songs although some PEOPLE will say 'why so emo-ish'?...
-Hey, aren't human beings emotional creature?-

On another note,just saw lim's blog ...

Sorry for you loss,bro. Just remember that your grandpa is in a better place now. If you need anything or just someone to talk to,remember you have friends who will be there for you.

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

Dreams...

Had a super weird dream two nights ago..., involves me, huei xiang, john and a girl named ivy...
for more details,please contact no one...

Oh the randomness when you're thinking...

"They always tell you to 'look at the big picture',what they forgot to tell you also is that to 'look beyond the picture'."

Quote

"You know you love her when you think beyond the sex." (Guys only)

Haiz...

Thinking of her...

Friday, May 1, 2009

I've got one...

Okay,so Love and Relationships make a big impact in our life(no point denying). Dunno why but I've been branded a playboy(Dev too) a.k.a flower heart in school. (any idea why?)

People say Love is blind,that when your in love you tend to overlook the inequalities of the person your in love with. Maybe so, BUT, that's almost what God does. Although He doesn't completely overlook our sin but instead commands us to repent, THE point is He loved us even when we we're still sinners.
Now although that this is a often repeated and familiar topic, WE always tend to overlook the impact of it. To quote someone,'Got head knowledge but no heart knowledge.' All of us get so wrapped up in life that we don't truly understand and appreciate the fact that | God in his glory,made himself man and came to the world to die for our sins,AND in the process suffered excruciating pain. | But yet some of us still don't repent. Why? (please answer your self)

Another thing is for those of you who've been through relationship that ended badly and got hurt,don't cha just hate the other person for inflicting this pain on to you? Well,...
"God still loves". Even through all the heartbreaks that we inflict on God when we turn from Him and commit sin,"God still loves You and Me alike". (Some of you might then say that why does he treat us differently, blessing some more than the others? Well then,ask yourself,is it up to you to speak out or say otherwise? He did Die for you and then You did break his heart by sinning.)

The last thing is 'God loves'. Even when we examine ourselves and have dropped the verdict that we are beyond help or love, He gives us H.O.P.E by loving us. Can you even imagine yourself loving someone who just robbed your house or murdered your family? I know I can't. God can.

To sum =>
-God love's us despite our inequalities.
-God love's us despite all the pain and heartbreaks.
-God love's us AND gives us H.O.P.E


By the way,Have You Signed up for the DMSJ Bible Camp? .....

On to another note,I'll just end this post with some lyrics.
'Save Room' by John Legend.

[Verse 1]
Say that you'll stay a little
dont say bye-bye tonight
say you'll be mine
just a little bit of love
is worth a moment of your time.
Knockin' on your door just a little
it's so cold outside tonight
let's get a fire burning
oh I know I'll keep it burning bright
if your stay, wont you save, save

[Chorus]
Save room for my love
Save room for a moment to be with me
Save room for my love
Save a little, save a little for me
Won't you save a little
Save a little for me

[Verse 2]
This just might hurt a little
love hurts sometimes when you do it right
dont be afraid of a little bit of pain
pleasure is on the other side.
Let down your guard just a little
i'll keep you safe in these arms of mine
hold on to me pretty baby
you will see I can be all you need if you stay
won't you save, save

[Chorus]

Oh c'mon, make time to live a little
don't let this moment slip by tonight
you'll never know what you're missing
'till you try, ill keep you satisfied if you stay
won't you save, save

[Chorus]

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Just updating...

YEAH, sure I'm a jerk, BUT, the GREAT thing is God's completely different from me.

Ok, so I've not been updating regularly,SUE me then.
Been really busy with studies,not to mention that my mid-year exam is coming up. Another thing is I've just recently pass my driving test,which means I'm legally allowed to drive(just waiting for my license to be done)unlike some of my peers...heheh...

Getting a little heavy for the lack of exercise(I so need discipline),don't really mind as I know I'll get into better shape later. Hey,I could always blame my genes...

Ok,so this is a really short post,better than nothing eh?

*Currently tuned into the likes of John Legend's 'Save Room' and other soul songs.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

More to life.

Missionaries are not extraordinary people but yet THEY are,contradiction eh? They are just a bunch of rare,selfless,Christ-centered and driven people who dedicate their life to doing God's will of spreading the Gospel,in this case to places such as Cambodia,Indonesia and so on.

Partners in the Harvest 2009 (PITH 09') is an international missions conference for Brethren assemblies in Asia-Oceania. For more details or info,go H.E.R.E.
Here's a clip from their upcoming youth challenge night. H.E.R.E.

*On another note,please to visit this website if you think your life is missing something.

.over and out.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

I'm touched...

The song that Aaron proposed.

Listen To Our Hearts (Feat. Geoff Moore) Lyrics
Artist(Band):Steven Curtis Chapman


Verse 1:
How do you explain,
How do you describe,
A love that goes from east to west,
And runs and deep as it is wide?

You know all our hopes
Lord, you know all our fears
And words cannot express the love we feel
But we long for You to hear

Chorus:
So listen to our hearts (oh, Lord, please listen)
Hear our spirits sing (and hear us sing)
A song of praise that flows (a simple song of praise)
From those You have redeemed (from those You have redeemed)
We will use the words we know
To tell You what an awesome God You are
But words are not enough
To tell You of our love
So listen to our hearts

Verse 2:
If words could fall like rain
From these lips of mine
And if I had a thousand years
I would still run out of time

So if You listen to my heart
Every beat would say,
“Thank You for the Life, thank You for the Truth, thank You for the Way.”

[Chorus]

. Transparency . Consistency . Revelancy .

The above three things is what I need most in my life right now and am finding hard to comply with.

T.R.A.NS.P.A.R.E.N.C.Y
-Simply to not be a fake and not lie about your own identity(whether to pride so that you be more popular)and be transparent so as to remain your true self at all times.

C.O.N.S.I.S.T.E.N.C.Y
-To be more consistent in my efforts in whatever I do. (e.g : schoolwork,church,quiet time,relationship with God)

R.E.V.E.L.E.N.C.Y
-To find God's purpose and will relevant in whatever I do.(so as to be more fervent and encouraged of Him)

It's a Sunday. Praise God !

Hey,so woke up around 8.30 to prepare myself for church. Took a bath and then reheated a pizza my sis bought back from italiannese. Then,watched a cartoon on cartoon network which is 'Legion of super heroes.(yeah,i still watch cartoons,so what?)

Went to church and I must say I was very touched today and at the same time excited as NTM(New Tribe's Mission) came to inform us of their coming activities.(by Bro.Calvin Tan)
I'm really hoping to get a chance to be a missionary.

First of all,there was the usual BOB(breaking of bread) service,which has a song session. I must confess that today Aaron proposed a song that truly touched me.(next post)

Then there was the message by Bro.Calvin Tan on Life's lesson From the Life-Giver ; laying up Treasures in Heaven . Although this is a topic I am quite familiar with,i was still touched/reminded/convicted of how true and urgent this topic is to us.

Here's a breakdown :

-WE must sacrifice ALL we have for the hidden treasure = H.E.A.V.E.N
-ALL that this world has to offer PALES in comparison to what God has in store for us in H.E.A.V.E.N
-This is not our true home(earth),we are merely passer-by's. H.E.A.V.E.N is our one true home.

-Christ is the ultimate financial planner. He has already given us the ultimate insider marketing tip. and that is to exchange all our earthly treasure for heavenly one's. Don't get it?,it's simple really...

Imagine yourself living at the time when the civil war was almost over,now the civil war was between the confederate's and US. (In the end,US won.) Now,imagine you knew that US were gonna win the war but you live in confederate territory and you've got a huge stockpile of confederate currency.Wont you immediately exchange that pile of confederate currency (that will be of no longer use when US win the war) with US currency (that will be of value once US wins the war) while keeping a enough confederate currency that will last for a short-period of time till the war is over?

Now,substitute this story with God's term...,Get it? (Christians believe in Christ's second coming whereupon everything will be judged and this world will merely pass away.)

-This above action is describe as not only a smart move but a logical one.

*-Among the verses in the Bible that are reference for this topic are =
  • Hebrews 9
  • Matthew 13:44
  • Luke 12:13
  • Matthew 19:16
  • Matthew 6:19
  • Psalm 23:5

Saturday, March 14, 2009

A minute for thought ...

-In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friend.
Martin Luther King . Jr

-
All religions, arts and sciences are branches of the same tree.
Albert Einstein

-Chains of habit are too light to be felt until they are too heavy to be broken.
Warren Buffett

-Difficulties mastered are opportunities won.
Winston Churchill

-I am become death, the destroyer of worlds.
J.Robert Oppenheimer

(no title)

WE humans are so flawed,so why do we continue to live?
God said that he made us in His own image,i think He must be really disappointed to see us now. But yet He never forsakes and He always loves,as it is written

-Deuteronomy 31:6 ="Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid or terrified because of them, for the LORD your God goes with you; he will never leave you nor forsake you."

-John 3:16 ="For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son,that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life."

How 'bout L.I.F.E ?
L.I.F.E is so uncertain,always changing,always disappoints and the occasional joys it brings is rarely worth it...so...why?
This is what I keep dear to my H.E.A.R.T whenever the issue of life is concerned...

-Psalm 23

1 The LORD is my shepherd, I shall not be in want.

2 He makes me lie down in green pastures,
he leads me beside quiet waters,

3 he restores my soul.
He guides me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.

4 Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

5 You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies.
You anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.

6 Surely goodness and love will follow me
all the days of my life,
and I will dwell in the house of the LORD
forever.

What cha think ' bout that?

hehehe...

How ironic it is that Girls always say that Guys are flower-hearted BUT yet they are also picking only guys with great looks ,washboard abs and plenty of $$$ ....

Monday, March 9, 2009

It just came...

"It takes 20 years to build a reputation and five minutes to ruin it. If you think about that,you'll do things differently." - Warren Buffett

Friday, March 6, 2009

1234567890 !!!

I Hate L.U.S.T !!! (yet it's on my mind everyday...whylah?...)

T.G.I.F !!!

For my readers(who are slow),T.G.I.F = Thank Goodness It's Friday!

Well, it's another friday and i'm still feeling down,no idea as to why i'm feeling down. Really in a bad mood now because of a stabbing pain in my ribs that i feel will murder me any moment now.

On to another note,there have been requests to me to blog about my church friends. I will do this BUT only during my coming one week holiday as there are many of them.This is so that I give enough thought and consideration when I describe them.

FYI,I'm currently attending Kasturi tuition centre for,you guessed it,Tuition...lame....
really enjoying the history class taught by Mr.Daiva just because he is hilarious and also the fact that he teaches history in-depth.

By the way,was going throught a few blog's and taught that mine needed pictas,so sorry but i have no camera,so whatever pics i am able to post here should be appreciated.

R.A.N.D.O.M
1. I want to go for movies !!!
2. Still suffering from the love issue...
3. Need to get a re-bound on church life,I've been lacking. (Sorry !...)
4. R.E.A.L.L.Y need to start taking SPM seriously by starting to study for next week's march exam...hahas...
5. Life is short,it is always short,so why does it feel like a million years...?
6. Need to exercise more,I'm too heavy these days...
7. I want a special someone in my life(any takers?),just joking....
8. My brain does'nt really function well these days...
9. Still suffering from the L.O.V.E issue......
10. I ran out of randomness...

Thursday, March 5, 2009

F.R.I.E.N.D.S.

Everyone's got friends. Here is a list of my friends...(picture not included for legal reasons)

Close friends/School
  1. Devendra a.k.a Red Chicken
    -A liverpool fan with good looks and charm that matches.A (mamak) and is wiser than he looks. Very much a 'playboy' and A very annoying person at times.
    -Dependability = 8/10 http://boredrnotus.blogspot.com/

  2. Ruben(Ben) a.k.a Bunny
    -A Chelsea fan that is super hilarious and cracks people up w/o even trying. I'm pretty sure he is Indian and he is a very humble person. Super sensitive.
    -Dependability = 6/10

  3. Prekash a.k.a Teletubby
    -A arsenal fan that is hardworking and shares the same birth date as me. Indian. Always think he's a 'gengster' although he's not. (bloody idiot)
    -Dependability = 7/10

  4. Max(imillian) a.k.a Orang Utan
    -A manchester united fan that is idolised by most girls in school and in society. Mamak. He is superb-ly blessed(super-rich).
    -Dependability = 6/10

  5. D.Sath a.k.a Cicak(lizard)
    -A M.U fan that is 100% football minded and does not really study. Definitely Indian. Great striker.
    -Dependability = 6/10

  6. Kajen(dra) a.k.a Baboon
    -A super athelete and good in studies especially history. Indian. Prekash's neighbour.
    -Dependability = 6.5/10

  7. Harveen a.k.a Fat mouse
    -A funny guy that has looks to match his unique body. Indian. Just your Average Joe.
    -Dependability = 7/10

  8. John(nathan) a.k.a Pig
    -A super pervert-minded person that somehow is very good with studies. Chinese. Lives according to 'See No Touch'. (I still like the old john better)
    -Dependability = 6/10

  9. Tan(peng hooi) a.k.a Penguin
    -A giant that has a ego bigger than his person. A Bballer that is good with his studies but is too uptight sometimes. Chinese. http://iampenghooi.blogspot.com/
    -Dependability = 6.5/10

  10. Baarath a.k.a Dog
    -A great person with great personality and great in all aspects. Too Innocent at times. Indian. Bloody good at studies.
    -Dependability = 8/10

  11. Mak(jeng foong) a.k.a Frog
    -A guy who thinks highly of himself,(thinks he's God). A pro at Art and loves hurting people. Chinese. Partnered to Lim.
    -Dependability = 6.5/10

  12. Sasveen a.k.a Shebby Singh
    -A flirter that has many girlfriend . Indian. Cant really say much about him...

    -Dependability =7/10


  13. Pablo(lim) a.k.a unknown
    -A person that achieves everything. Always gets the *1 position in grades,class,school. He is very fit physically and mentally and is also a jack of all trades that thinks highly of Jay Chou. He is able of performing magic tricks and use the nunchuks. http://hueixiang.blogspot.com/

    *FYI, I'm not a racist person. I'm just stating these guys race as information only.
    Please do not misuse any Info posted here.Thank You.

    **FYI,this is a list of friends that I spend most of my time with,there are in no way the only friends I have.If I've got time to spare,I'll maybe just blog about my church friends and female-sexed friends(dangerous)...

    Well,these are the guys I spend most of my waking hours with.Overally,they are a great bunch to know.I hope we will remain the best of friends even as we go our separate ways after SPM.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

I'm B.A.C.K !

Well,I deleted my old blog because I just din see any point to it.
I,hereby, promise that this blog will at least last a year or more and will try to do my best in keeping this blog up to date.

R.A.N.D.O.M

1. My walk with God these days are terrible and I seriously do not know why...,(spiritual narcolepsy?)
2. BTW,school exam's in 4 days time and i'm not prepared at ALL!(cool right?)
3. I'm currently learning driving.
4. I'm in LOVE...
5. I've got a bunch of Great friends ! (more to come in next post)
6. I'm jealous/look up to a bunch of people.
7. I'm I.N.S.A.N.E !